Tuesday, 15 March 2011

patience

"patience is a virtue"
hm I agree but when does the foot come down and you start steering. I have countless experience of waiting, waiting and waiting and nothing... just nothing. So, the choice was simple, no more waiting, here is your chance, shining moment, moment of glory... wrong! still nothing. currently in search of this balance between being patient and impatient. I see examples where people would wait and good results occur but I've seen it the other way too... but neither has seem to worked very well for me. just another argument to reinforce the unique of each individual... but I am so unwilling to accept that. it seems like an excuse!

flip the switch, I think I have been thinking of patience entirely wrong. it seems patience requires one to "wait" or bear through something until the time is right... but now I feel that it is more of a 'place holder' word for myself as being incapable, incompetent, not ready. so until you are fully prepared for whatever the task, than there would be no hesitation, patience would not be required.

in turn, patience is a trait of a person, the patience they may possess in themselves...

Rant Fail

tattoo's

if tattoos was a girl, I would be consider a creeping old man because of my obsession...
but I do not have way! somehow I got into my mind that I was to have a tattoo no matter what! i was destined to have one, at least one! sigh. I have done days of brainstorming on whT I would want and I have narrowed it down to a potential half selvee. containing animals which represent my family members and deceased first cousin.

Sunday, 13 March 2011

inspired...

hello world. I have decides that this blog will solely take place from my phone, thus most will be short and typos are bound. unfamiliar with tr concept of blogging I will begin with the name: to dive for.

it is definitely one of the most clever ideas of them all. well at least that is what I think. and you may need to know the name belongs to the volleyball team I belong to, hence dive instead of die.

well it seems the name has greater meaning as it accidentally became my life model, to leap forward and take chances, however a lot easier to do on a court than in a mote serious life situation

die is too strong of a word if taken literally while dive is more realistic, zero to one we will take a chance, "dive for" and will fail... but like on the court, you get back up and do it all again for the next point

hm 12:06 am, this shall continue tomorrow, sleep now